This year has been going at lightening speed. I can barely catch my breath from the sheer G-force. So many things have happened and not happened. John, the man I have been dating for 2 yrs, and I broke up for about 8 months. Then we started talking again and hoped to be able to form a casual relationship. I'm not sure how easy that will be. Its hard with all the emotions and feelings. Plus, during our time apart I met and fell in love with a guy named Jesse. The only problem is he doesn't have his life all together. He shows potential to get it together with some motivation and help-but I don't know how long that will take. In the time since I last wrote I had to stop and start my job. The government assistance program I had for childcare said I made too much income to use it and stopped my assistance. Daycare was costing literally equal what I was making. So I ended up being forced to quit my career job and flounder. It was miserable but I just started back to work and its great....except they are taking forever to get the certificate stating the benefits over to the daycare I have chosen. Trying not to stress but ticked off at the way our government works. Instead of helping the people who want to help themselves, we are giving hand outs to the people who don't care. I, for one, want to be an independent and successful mom. I want to get off government assistance and on my feet. Why do they have to make it so hard?
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